STUDY
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Nine of Spades combines Nine themes of completion, generosity, culmination, and release with Spades themes of consciousness, work, belief, action, and transformation.
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Easily attuned to higher consciousness and the deeper truths of reality
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Celebrating one's own eccentric distinction from our mundane world
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Hiding behind a stoic facade of cold, self-protective, and well-cultivated aloofness
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Flip-flopping between a superiority complex and an inferiority complex
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A darkly-cynical heavy energy weighs one down and everyone else around one, too
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Mentally controlling and psychically manipulative to get what one wants
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Floating in ecstatic transcendence aware of the larger synchronicities of life
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Breaking through limiting beliefs to realize a massive paradigm shift of success
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Thinking one always know best what others around one should think
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Butting heads in passive-aggressive power plays over who gets to have the last word
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Feeling downtrodden and oppressed because one believe people are not honoring one's work contributions
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Stuck underneath a doom-and-gloom mindset where one believe one just can't "catch a break" and it's pointless to even try
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Finding financial success because one put the wellbeing of people first
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Finding financial success because you put the wellbeing of people first
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Inability to express emotions leads to massive outbursts of pent-up passion
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Manic flip-flops between idealistic romantic expectations and fatalistic feelings that it's impossible
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Relationship dynamics with one's father-figure may cast a long-shadow over one's imagined romantic quest
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Acting out seduction-revenge fantasies as both victim and perpetrator
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Consciously leveraging one's relationship as a vehicle for personal transcendence
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Acting out seduction-revenge fantasies as both victim and perpetrator
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Consciously leveraging your relationship as a vehicle for personal transcendence
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Getting stuck in depression because life seems like a continual set of obstacles, one after another
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Hurting one's physical and mental health with one's pessimism and paranoia
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Escapist behavior of self-indulgence leads to personal sabotage
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Conscientiously choosing exactly what one knows is right for one's health and wellbeing
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Hurting your physical and mental health with your pessimism and paranoia
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Escapist behavior of self-indulgence leads to personal sabotage
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Conscientiously choosing exactly what you know is right for your health and wellbeing
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And much more...
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Suit: Spades
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Domain: Imagination
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Phrases: I believe; I will
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Face: Nine
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Source label: 9. Priest
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Symbol: A Ladder
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Role: Uplift & Transcend
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Conscious master. Cosmic connection. Transcendent visionary. Big game player. Dark and depressive. Highly cynical. World hater. Suicidal tendencies.
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`references/training-outline-matrix.md`
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`faces/source-notes/09-nine.md`